asking the right question

I guess it was not my google accounts I needed to merge after all when it was just my blog I wanted to access from my established google name.... It may be splitting hairs but in my case problem solved!
if this test blog posts correctly that is.....

Free "Fellowship Lunch" and jest desserts best served cold

Free "Fellowship Lunch" at the Purple Steeple Church today. They have a good concept going on here, One lunch and one dinner a month they feel whoever comes, whatever they are hungry for, food, friends, fellowship, and they play bingo for donated prizes after the dinner (simple stuff like nursing home prizes, lol).... There is a Church where we are moving that I have earmarked for presenting the idea too. This is a fantastic idea and more churches should do it. They only flaw I have found was when they passed out tickets to a "real dinner" at their Church (Pancake Tuesday) they did treat the "Street people" like a different class of people IMO either you are IN the game or you are not, treat everyone the same or don't invite them. A LOT of those "street" people were once like us.... a pay cheque, or job offer away from being just like them that are setting up the class separation. In GOD'S EYES we're all the same.... the Church just keeps missing the boat on that one... which is why I shy away from Churches. I thought this one was different until Fat Tuesday. There is a older Church where we are moving that I want to present my ideas to... From what I hear it is like the old Church in "Sister Act" if they don't find butts to put INTO the pews thier membership will LITERARY die off. LOL I stand for everyone as I feel was the TRUE EXAMPLE set by Christ's love. OK Church over...

My ex husband is all sad his stepmother died.... Rest assured he never called her his step-mother when she was alive, she was "his dads wife" but let her be dead for 10 min and he lost a stepmother.... I sent prayers anyway via my Facebook wall.... After all "she was always cool to me" ...as in cold, but no one else needs to know that. I am sure if my father in law would have liked me things would have been different... but alas my Bible Thumping ex father in law never got past the fact that his son married a Jew... A Jew who just told you all about Christ's love.... are you laughing yet? you should be.

On the other side (of that family, that is) I miss my ex-mother-in-law (NOT the step who just died)more than my own mother. I was trying to explain this to my ex via chat when I said (IDKY we were talking about both my parents because my dad was gone before I was with him)

I never really had closeness with my dad, I dont feel like he really knew me as an adult, and when I finally started to figure out who I was he was already gone a long time
and lets face it your mom taught me a lot more about faith and life than mine ever did
All my mother ever wanted to do was judge.... kind of like Sabrina

Yes Sabrina our daughter.... then his phone rang and he had to go..... DAMN!

Future Happy hooker here!

Actually I need a hook (or some knitting needles) and some yarn. Maggie has a blanket (which was a project Harley's mom abandoned and thought I'd like as a cross between a hat and a scarf) and D Jay wants his own. As he goes back and forth from stealing Maggie's and mine, lol. I think a dog blanket would make a good first project for either craft. Then I want those home made cotton-ish dishcloths, which I believe are knitted....

In switching from Firefox to Chrome and looking through old bookmarks I found all my old blogs. I really need to put them all together because although very inconsistent I have blogged a LOT. Plus there are notes on my hard drives and on Facebook I can add to fill in.... 

I think I like the Broken Arrow Name because none of my real life friends (well the ones I don't want reading my blogs) would look under that name. 
TO CLARIFY: I have many online friends I consider to be real... I just have real life people I don't want privy to my ranting especially when it is about them!

and to dust I return

I am around.... I am just in a funk.... I missed a few days walking and it seems hubby became an athlete without me. I used to be able to walk circles around him but tonight I remained 2 dog shits behind. I really hate being last but I know I was at my physical limit. I guess I have to walk more and PUSH IT. And drink water.... I am dehydrated as hell.

It seems TV and internet will be on another week, they dropped off yet another notice but the bill really jumped I think they are hitting us for a $20-25 trip charge every time they drop off a notice.... If they make the hole too deep, there will be no incentive to return their digital boxes and modem/router when we move.

turkey lurky

We pawned some shit we didn't need yesterday and bought $40 in groceries... including a TURKEY, 10k (22lb) of flour and a jar yeast.... so today I will be cooking a turkey dinner I am going to try using up these Wheat berries we don't really like in stuffing.... How bad can they be, stuffed in a bird with a bunch of other shit? LMAO!

survived the junp

Well I am still here.... got another shutoff notice (dated for another week) about an hour after the independent contractor cable installer went away.... We'll tgake it as I am still here...
Nothing too exciting to report, Yesterday we discovered they closed our bank account so now the only bank account we have is with the local food bank..... Speaking of that we went and made our bi-monthly withdraw today. Then hubby went down the street and applied to be a Pizza maker, where they were seeking MATURE applicants!